Monday, December 30, 2013

Overcomers




Great Mystery is far more omnipresent than "he or she" , and resides in the temple of form's expression to experience Life given to us. May the Life Ways we nourish in our walk in life be the resonance and tonality of Great Mystery's Love and Truth.


I am really liking the astrology reports coming in from our Mayan daykeepers and gregorian astrologers. With gratitude for your insights and knowledge in how our solar tribe family and cosmos inner-relate to our individual and collective unfolding. 


So this is a sharing, may only be my shadow, pain and grief coming out of old wounds. If this be the case so be it, and let healing bring clarity and beauty to where this resides within me. I have often said that every dis-ease's roots that we have are found in our inner and inter relationship with Mother Earth. Mother Earth's Love for her children is profound. She is also our relationship with feminine and every wumyn we are. So, in this sharing i am speaking of Love as Mother Earth and "man" as all humanity, because within us all are predators of willingly adopted and unwilling imposed beliefs that keep us from truly loving and caring for one another…

During the coming nows, may all of us caregive the compassion to be able to hear the truth, educate others, enter into meaningful circles of dialogue and ceremony for healing, for solutions, for the greater good of all life. May we remember that each of us brings a perspective and part to Life's Hoop of Wisdom from the Love and Truth of All that Is that makes us as we are. 




Love met a man once 
who asked her for a stone, 
She gave it to him freely.
Finding stone's beauty profound 
he returned desiring more
and asked her for her soul. 

He asked for her soul
because he did not know his own 
and had become a predator 
always on the roam,
so he offered her all the riches
he had stolen 
in the hope to bargain and win 
a soul that might fill his hunger within

Love refused his riches and trinkets
words of empty promises
so he told Love that she was his muse
and invited her into his lair
in the hope that she would fill his fantasies
and become a soul that would be his pair

when she refused to be a fantasy
an object, a muse
or to become half of her whole
his rage at her refusal became confused
by Love's ever and infinite 
dance mate the
Obsidian Blade of Truth

So he waged a war against love
by poverty, thievery and betrayal
destruction to earth air water
and mis-use of fire
by endless addiction 
to property and prestige as booty 
and the objectification of feminine, 
to feed egoic warrior tales
of muses and fantasy lovers
yet still could not fill the soullessness 
of his empty shell

He tried to go within himself
refashion from his fantasy
a voice in Love's image, 
yet it fell hollow 
within the coffins of all 
that he had plundered
and could not reach the depths
of her Beauty and Presence
that is only found by walking 
in balance and harmony
with and not upon Her 

Love is beholden to no religions
nor is limited by willingly adopted
and unwillingly imposed beliefs
and resides infinitely within
the sacred altar of every wumyn
and man
for Love and Truth in sacred union
are the seeds and trees
of which all life is made
from Great Mystery's infinite
and eternal dance of Creationing

What would Love do? Be the Prayer in Motion.
Thank you Mandisa for this great song that speaks for all the challenges we are all overcoming, be it cancer, rape, aids, diabetes, addictions, stolen lands, loss of culture, colonialism, destruction to the Waters of Life, etc.............

~ ama
December 30th 2013

Thursday, December 26, 2013

A Sharing from the One Dragon Clan



Wise Ones, Magi's of Old
only have one small request
that they have lived and died for,
protected, nurtured and caregiven
for countless generations

that humanity cease putting
their fears and demons, 
into the Darkness
of the crystalline stardust waters
of the sentient Dreaming
Wombsong of Creationing

for this is the source and home
from whence all Sentient
Lightning Stars Sparkdance
in balance and harmony
birthing tree's sacred dreamseeds
laden lush with lotus
blossoming of all that Is
seen and unseen
form no form

Simply said, this means 
just one small task is asked
come out of duality of light and dark
neither darkness nor light is "bad".
Name the predatory demons for what, who, where, when, why
 they are, and change the thought form
via the tonality and resonance we utter.

Heal them if they choose to heal,
transform and re-weave them
with spirit's responsibility, respect and amends...
if not willing? banish them to boogie tales.
For the dark nor darkness, 
of our womb of Creationing,
no longer chooses
to be a hiding place for humanity's
predators, skeletons and demons. 
So be forewarned, 
the Wise Ones and Magi's of Old
are house cleaning for Mother Earth's birth 
and Creationing's Spring weaving made of
Vision's Prayers upon the horizon.


Children, have you not heard of the Knight in Shining armor who would slay a dragon, or serpent, one of the oldest of feminine wisdom? While at the same time pretending to be a savior and protector of the People?

Demons and predators come in all shapes, colors and sizes, and now they walk as both light and dark charlatans because humans have forgotten to keep the dark still waters clean of demons, and instead used this place as a dumping ground just like humans treat Mother Earth's embryonic Oceans. This Ocean is within you. Poisoning Ocean will spawn deformities, and create charlatans in both light and dark names and form. It is time to renew and make our compost
and mending offerings.

Why do you think that Dragon's no longer will walk among us? 
Do you know what kind of relative they are at this time of renewal and birth of Mother Earth, the 8th Fire and 5th Sun?

Dragon's - the Rainbow Serpent - Quezalcoatl - Nagas were once known to be
the caregivers of right relationship with Fire, Earth, Air and Water                     …re-member…
...who you are….


Love's Truth and Beauty is a tapestry
nourished within the Dark Holy Cup 
of renewal and birth
of the sacred mysteries of Night within us
Sparking the Light, resonance and tonality
of forms living expression of 
Love and Truth
in sacred union



re- posted email to ~ ama
December 26th 2013

Saturday, December 14, 2013

A Journey's Calling


A Journey's Calling 

poem written and spoke to
La Serenissima (the most serene) By Loreena KcKennitt
http://youtu.be/m54SmVsQqgc
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feeling gratitude's, gentle sweet caress
butterfly's pulse sing, within life's winter nest

four winds calling, inner connections,  
truth and love's flame, heart fires reflections

vast and deep his Being, lightning wisdom
magnetizing, love's infinite magick

weaving tapestries, dreamseeds and realizations
Creationing's 8th fire and peace for everyone 

a journey given, to live from wakan visions
and Hozho dancing deep and vast within us

sometimes kola healing, inner sense's broken 
and pray's that our children   
are the last
the last
the last 
from earth to sky, to experience such violence
from an old world … where Mother Earth 
was treated with destruction….

where we were not safe
from the how, when, why, who, and what 
that tried to silence the beauty and truth within us

all this certainly, not the life ways of the Peoples 
made of four Corn Cosmos's Milk and Honey 

this not a wumyn thing, rather it is a calling
and not too much to ask, for our children and Mother Earth

to go into the world as spirit warriors, 
Beloveds side by side, for if not, we and she will birth no longer 

standing now, Butterfly and Iron Shirts united 
who will live again… by the Original instructions

to live love's harmony with All Life and each other
a prophecy may never see, for this my last flight o'er

virgin mother crone, the ripe sweetness of life's essence
Prophecy's visions and wisdom guiding us home

Hummingbird and Jaguar opens Lotus blossom
love's truth within me dwells, for he whom has my love

With gratitude for listening, to these tales from days of old, 
those living, and yet to come for each and everyone

~ interlude ~

feeling gratitude's, gentle sweet caress
butterfly's pulse sing, within winter's nest

four winds calling, inner relections,  
truth and love's flame, heart fires connections

ama 12.14.2013

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Backward Dancing with The Art of Dialogue



Backward Dancing with the Art of Dialogue
Language is one of the "foundations of every culture".
Tales with Grandmother Rosa Marguerita

Preface:
There was a time called the 4th Sun… the Peoples that had long living memories agreed that time-space is a cosmological relationship with the seen and unseen, form no form, of living conscious life and this loving expression of All Life. The time-space of the 4th Sun lasted 5,125 years and there will another cycle in the 5th Sun.

During the last 5,125 years it was known that a great imbalance would occur and much destruction to the Life Ways of the People would happen. At one time all of the People's knew that language, is the tonality and resonance of how two-legged's give voice, with the Alchemy of Creation. The languages are birthed from the living Life Ways that are inner and interconnected to their relationship with All Life, and are inner and inter connected to their cultural Cosmo-visions. 

During the 4th Sun a people came from across the waters to Turtle Island. Their language was used for violence and born from thousands of years of living with limited and oppressive worldviews, both within themselves, each other and toward everyone they came in contact with. They developed many new sciences from these languages that took them further and further into objectification, subjugation and attempts to control the Natural Laws and Original Instructions of Creationing. They also created a religion to teach people to acquiesce their cultural spiritual sovranty with Creationing, by putting someone, ideologies, and things between themselves and their direct relationship with Creationing. This created spiritual hierarchal matrixes of belief and people forgot that Creationing is sentient energy and the words are the resonances of Creationing's living Dance with All Life.

 "There is only one language of Massau and everyone can speak this language." 
~ Dawahongva, Hopi

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There was a time when nearly all languages with roots in the living cosmology of Natural Law and the Original instructions were gone. People were unhappy and fought with each other. Even though nearly everyone understood and spoke  the two or three of common languages that had replaced their original languages, they still could not understand each other because these common languages (english, spanish and french) did not have their linguistic roots of the People's cultural Life Ways that inner and interconnected the People with Creationing. Often speaking these bridge languages triggered their generational trauma. Yet some people began to give great care and awareness to how they spoke in these bridge languages.

One day Coral Blossom, was very sad and praying with this. So she went on a walk to gather some wild blooming Chamomile to give to her Grandma and ask her what to do. As Coral Blossom walked, she sang and hummed a gratitude song to the flowers, birds, to Mother Earth, and All Life,  until she came to a small hill with lots of Chamomile. She smiled and gave her offering and prayer to Flower Nation. The sweet scent of the flowers calmed her as the little white suns gathered into a small handful in the red cloth for her Grandma.

When Coral Blossom came to her Grandmother's path, Grandmother Rosa was already sitting on her front porch with a pot of hot water waiting for her. Coral Blossom, giggled and skipped the rest of the way, coming into a loving hug with her Grandma. "Hi Grandma, i knew you were listening, and waiting for me!" she said with a smile radiating from her heart's love, as they kissed and she slipped the Chamomile Flower bundle into her Grandma's hand.

"ohhh with gratitude!" Grandmother smiled when she saw the fresh flowers for their tea, and then gave a round offering to the hot water. "Yes deer one, we knew you were coming, come sit, lets learn about the Art of Dialogue today."  

"Grandmother Rosa, what are we to do, everyone is still fighting, they do not understand each other, how can we realize the One Great Peace, if we can not listen, understand  and communicate with each other?"

"I know Granddaughter, let us dream a different dream." For a while the two sat quietly, looking into the clear turquoise sky, not saying a word. Then a few little Hummingbird  clouds puffed up and flitted across the Sky. Then a few more larger Coyotes scampered across the Sky, and then some big roaming Buffalo began to gather and Dance with long wispy Eagle wings above them. It was then that Grandmother poured them both, cups of tea.

"Granddaughter, if language has been used for violence it can be shared for Peace. In changing the language, the culture will change." Grandma began.

"How is that Grandmother?" 

" All cultures give their language meaning, and show-experience meaning with and through living their Life Ways. This is part of our understanding individually and collectively. Same for a family. If we define our own meanings to their words, and teach our language's, word by word and seed these words and phrases into the colonial culture's language…., even if they do not know yet that these words can only be fully understood by living the Life  Ways these sounds resonate beauty and clarity of thought… the living resonance and tonality of our language's living consciousness is also strengthened. Also if they speak these words, their Spirit's hear and feel this, and it will help them wake up….maybe even come to learn from us the harmonious Life Ways to live. …. consider it like backward dancing into their worldview. if our Cosmovision comes from and gives to our inner and inter relationship with Creationing, and gives form to our Life Ways, and is the voice and song of our Being's languages …well Creationing goes both ways, it is reciprocal. So what makes us think we can not make positive changes by seeding and teaching our languages to others? Actually, this has been happening for some time.

You see, what happens when we sit and talk to Sky through our listening hearts and the language of the Cloud Nation comes?" Grandmother giggled. 

"Better than tv, isn't it?" Coral Blossom giggled too. "However some think that the colonial world will dilute our meaning because they have no real context to understand it."

"Hmmm, yes i know Granddaughter, yet this diminishing thought is from of fear. Massau's languages that were given to us are more beautiful and powerful than fear because they are part of the living Natural Laws and Original Instructions we were given to caregive.

See, their dictionaries are obsolete as soon as they are published because the power of any language really comes from those who speak, give voice to it. The colonial culture teaches that their power comes from their educational institutions and the written word. They often think words in print are truth. This is not truth. Languages are living sound, resonance and vibration of consciousness. Listen to some of the most powerful voices, they do not need written text…or listen to poetry or people who break every one of their written language rules…. consider that the colonial world is just their nightmare of story, that they made up…. we can live, write, sing, dance, speak our story, and if it is one of beauty, the People will come to learn this because they are tired of unhappiness and suffering.  The Spirit that lives within all of us knows the song and resonance of Truth's Love."

"This makes sense Grandmother, and what about the Art of Dialogue?" 

" The Art of Dialogue comes when we Listen without fear Granddaughter. Listening is half of the dialogue, and one can not truly Listen with an agenda and time table for an objective self serving outcome. The greater good for All Life and each other must be considered. Listening happens when language is not used as a weapon, rather that it is understood as part of voice which is sound and the resonance of what we create together."

"hmmm, this sounds like the colonial worldview would understand, why is this not happening?" 

"When the mind is also inner and inter connected with the heart and All the Senses, one is also inner and inter connected to Awareness's Listening. The colonial world only hears from the seen-body senses, what they forgot a Being is able to experience their senses in the un-seen. Some even think that their thoughts are consciousness or sentience, like they are the mind, the mind is a very powerful organ of the body, just like every other organ our beautiful form has. Some forgot that we have Nine senses. See, Feel, Touch, Taste, Smell, Hear, Intuition that comes from Knowing, Thinking that comes from Knowledge, and Dreaming that comes from the Art of our Life Ways with Creationing…and that all these senses exist in both the seen and unseen, form no form, of All that Is. This in part is what makes us People, or Beings, rather than hu-man doings." 

"i feel overwhelmed Grandmother, Mother Earth needs us to live in harmony with her"  Coral Blossom looked sad again, feeling that decolonization of billions of people was not happening fast enough. 

" ahhhh Granddaughter don't get all caught up in all these explanations and labels …. remember Uncle Albert always said ' when we pray in this way, it is So'…. well we are the living consciousness, the Life Ways and Prayer in Motion caregiven and lived from long ago, is now, and will be. So care for the Dreamseeds, and share them. All who will Listen will also share too, like Chamomile flowerings or a passing Cloud Nation's thunder."  Just as Grandmother finished her saying, a few drops of Rain began to kiss them.

Coral Blossom hugged and rocked in her Grandma Rosa's arms for a while, then their eyes sparked with each other, with smiles and kisses that gave safe journey for her walk home. 
…….

Until another tale is shared…Beauty Dreams  
~ ama. 12.12.2013 

Thursday, December 5, 2013

"Earth Changes", Worldviews, and Relationship




About 20 yrs ago I went on a job interview at a 'healing center'. The director of the program, a psychiatrist, asked me if i am native  (uh oh i thought, why should being native or not be criteria for employment, I have my pieces of paper and a resume).
"yes", I replied.

The Director then asked me if I believed in 'earth changes'..., (i thought,  what an interesting way to start a job interview).
"Well that depends on what you think 'earth changes' are" I replied.
" You know, where the earth will change and lots of people may die," he said.

"Yes she is already changing due to human behavior that is out of balance with living with Mother Earth." I replied.
The director then said, " Well you're native can you talk to her? Can you tell her not to change?" .... (at this point I'm thinking ...oh oh this guy is worried about maintaining his own worldview).

So I said "Why would I ask Mother Earth not to do wot she is going to do? She and the cosmos have their natural cycles as well. She is our mother and the western civilization is not living in good relation with her. I think it is humans that need to change their way of living, rather than her."

The director became angry and yelled at me " You can talk to her, people may die!!!!! You don't have the kind of compassion necessary to work here!"
What did he think? - that just because a person is native they have a magic wand? On the other hand, maybe we do...hahaha. I thanked him for his time, and left, contemplating what kinds of compassion there are in the world.

These notions of "entitlement to compassion and lifestyle" that colonial privileged mind-think has, to separate and only take what suits it from any teaching and try to adapt it to maintain it's worldview along with privilege brought on by colonial patriarch has bred lack of responsibility in how one walks in life with Mother Earth and with each other.

Bear muses about:
* Environmental disasters brought about by hu-man's colonial suicidal terracidal behavior. 
* Mayan count marking the end of one cycle and the beginning of another. 
* Every world we have lived prior to this one has had a different eco-system.
* The return of balance with "feminine and masculine" wisdom. 
Wumyn are made just like Mother Earth and Cosmic Womb. 
All Life is made of Earth and Sky.
* In the same way wumyn have their cycle of birth, life, seed, return, so too does Mother Earth and the Cosmos. 
* Our health, the health of pregnant wumyn, and our children, are in fact - inner and inter-dependant upon our relationship with Mother Earth and all life. In other words all dis-ease has been created by life out of balance with Mother Earth, Father Sun and Sky. So, why would we think that Mother Earth's "changes" would not be effected by the violence being waged upon her and her children?
* The Original Instructions and Natural Laws in living with Mother Earth and Sky have been maintained, lived and died for by our Elder Nations and their springs who re-member who they are.
* There are collective up-risings led by our Elder Nations and springs, to protect water, earth, air and to live in right relationship with fire (energy).

We are going through a return and birth, of which is being effected by two-legged behavior. It is for this reason, that Mother Earth's health is so important. So when I think about the violence being waged upon our Mother, the violence that we have come to know as wumyn passed from generation to generation through our wombs and is within our genetic memories, and eggs we caregive...

....is why it is so important for us to nourish Life Ways of Beauty, Ceremony, Truth, Peace, Gardens, Creativity, Clarity, Compassion, Generosity, Courage, Healing, Honesty, Humor, Protection, Forgiveness, Education, Love, and
life ways with roots in natural law and the original instructions....
 +  wumyn also need the protection and support from our men to walk side by side with us in this way.

* while I know that there are many who teach that "we are not our bodies, and the body/reality is an illusion"... I admit, i may not there yet, i still eat, sleep, need warmth in the winter, and like any bear - crap in the woods. There is however, a balance of reciprocity's dance with the seen and unseen world of all that Is Creationing.

In feeling forgiveness today,
- for our feminine and masculine who sometimes feel rage and shame about being the offspring of genocide, murder, rape, the buying and selling, forced marriages, adoptions, subjugation and objectification of Mother Earth and all life...in feeling powerless to protect their children... from the worldview and lifestyles that created this ...

- for the ism's that creep up from this that say we are not the right color, shape, form, quantum, can't speak our languages fluently or at all, can't remember who our mothers were, and where they came from...these broken tapestries of colonialism's wound's "privileged worldviews", that shatter our hearts and tell us we are not worthy of living and being love ... otherwise called internalized oppression, that has effected our relationships with each other AND ourselves.

The question here is: Is this what we want to allow to define our relationships with ourselves and each other? What else is possible? We are not culturally and spiritually poor...We are far more beautiful than this !

This is our opportunity, right now, today, to let go, heal this and come together.
We need each other to be healthy, strong and caring for each other.

dance with me
tenderly in the hearthfires
of our naked vulnerability
bearing offerings for life's
spirit blossom
caressed open
by the resonance of your
heartdrum song's beautyway
lightning the spark
of creationings creation
of form no form

ama ~ 12.05.2013

http://youtu.be/1j1V6sRi_Zs