Healing from Violence

With gratitude for all those who stand beside us ~

ok here's my thoughts at the moment

about all the violence toward women

Mother Earth and our cultures

we have lived through or lost our lives

from the physical violence

yet the violence toward the aspects of woman's

knowledge, sciences, and ways she is naturally made

has far more impacts on the way she thinks, feels,

knows and innerstands her natural way of Being,

~*~

when i was about 15 i didn't innerstand

why when i went from our village to town with 

my auntie and uncle, 

boys - men 

would say sexist racist things at me while 

driving by in their cars jeering ….

i remember, telling my relatives that i

was going to wear burlap sack and jeans for a year

whenever we went to town, 

to see if this behavior would change

it was my experiment 

what i found out was that how am made

can't be hidden by a burlap sack 

and their behavior has nothing to do with me

half of healing is the willingness to receive

can we remember when ?

 man did not need to protect woman

and she did not need to 

lead his soul to unite him with Source ?

did this come about before or after human beings 

became so sick,

that our people asked for visions

and so were given rites, ceremonies, teachings, etc

 to help us live in harmony with earth, sky and each other again?

we were born Hozho'ji

wholey beautiful

why would anyone want to 

live someone else's story?

~ as in putting on fake cheap copies of

chief's regalia, 

or need to go to another tribe to help revitalize their own culture, 

when remember can't remember 

because of the holocaust of colonization?

or remember who they are?

or a man wanting what her birth right's are?

or people revering being single?

~ wot happened?

a war began  

thousands of years ago

about

control and dominance 

over creationing

yet the fact still remains

she is life giver, 

daughter of Mother Earth and Sky

and the colonial patriarch 

is still trying to create the 

perfect "race" …don't ya know

GMO's are just experiments to crack the 

"DNA" mitochondrial wilding nature codes

the ones that metamorph …

yeah it's about our blood, waters and eggs of life

medicines, and woman's life ways

~ her creationing energy

it's about looking into an atom and trying to find out 

how the micro and macro of creationing  works

and in splitting the atom…

to try to find out how her egg metamorphic-ally grows etc…

 colonial patriarch created a bomb instead ~

Elder said we never touch the medicines

on another person's altar

besides what kind of mind trap is that

when it's easier to just look inside yourself

learn from nature

and learn how to dance

with Her

so in her wounding

she can bargain 

with forgetting her nature

how she is made ~

make-up 

play-up

by what she thinks

will get 

the colonial patriarch

to pay up

give her a step up

she taking on roles and ideas

that are mankind's

unwillingly imposed  

or she willingly adopting

fractured 

qualified

quantified

identities

indoctrinations

education

fantasies

religions 

papal bulls

beliefs

about

who she is
property
of a profit or loss statement
of an economic ideology
especially when the economic model
means that it is cheaper to kill her
than keep her alive

and even that its her responsibility to clean up his 

colonial patriarchal baggage of 

violence and destruction ~ 

there is a spirit dis-connect somewhere here with this ~

look around you ~ 

most places where there is healing going on

women out number men

mankind needs to start showing up

to heal how maintaining 

colonial patriarchal behavior, and ideologies 

hurts themselves ~

so with all the violence 

that continues on….

and mankind digs and digs 

bigger and bigger holes in earth

trying to own Her ~ energy

and makes up ways to buy

and enslave, control and dominate

Her ~ energy

mankind is digging graves

hanging on to the missionary 

pinche position

of the one trick pony

and the papal priests

 tried to hide her knowledge and sciences

Her ~ creationing ways

tried and hide her from her

and this goes on

as long as believe wants to believe

that someone outside of herself can tell her

how who what where when why

woman is ~ 

she is not mono-tone

so there is his relationship

with her and Mother Earth

and her with her ~

and her relationship with Sun

and her and him with earth, sun, moon and cosmos~

water-earth-fire-air-spirit

and the tapestry of all these relationships

in any given moment in how she is whole

and beautifully made ~

and so the cosmovision of the

dance of creationing

goes on and on…. the wilding nature

of a harmonious energy in motion

so while there are many beautiful men

and 2-spirit people ~ there are far too few

healthy one's to go around …

think about this:

women were and are still

the first healers

and have had to continually heal

because of the thousands 

of years of violence

so our teachings have told us

that it is now time for women to "lead"

yet few women trust each other

or are able to

choose well men 

let alone "chiefs" ~

or able to raise daughters and sons

with the rites of passages

that they themselves never received ~

"can't get to 6 yrs old without living 5"

said Faith Spotted Eagle ~

our children are the future generations

who will live 

through Mother Earth's birth 

of the 5th world

Please listen to Faith Spotted Eagle:

http://theshiftnetwork.com/page/healing-community

this is how the Lakota are healing

each community has their  

Tribal Culture and Cosmology

are we ready to put another movie on?

dream-visions become our reality

when we live them ~

non-gmo popcorn  anyone?

~*~

"Taku Wakan Skan Skan"

Tunkasila Basil

Thank you for listening ~

Alis-Itlatol