Healing from Violence

With gratitude for all those who stand beside us ~

ok here's my thoughts at the moment

about all the violence toward women

Mother Earth and our cultures

we have lived through or lost our lives

from the physical violence

yet the violence toward the aspects of woman's

knowledge, sciences, and ways she is naturally made

has far more impacts on the way she thinks, feels,

knows and innerstands her natural way of Being,

~*~

when i was about 15 i didn't innerstand

why when i went from our village to town with 

my auntie and uncle, 

boys - men 

would say sexist racist things at me while 

driving by in their cars jeering ….

i remember, telling my relatives that i

was going to wear burlap sack and jeans for a year

whenever we went to town, 

to see if this behavior would change

it was my experiment 

what i found out was that how am made

can't be hidden by a burlap sack 

and their behavior has nothing to do with me

half of healing is the willingness to receive

can we remember when ?

 man did not need to protect woman

and she did not need to 

lead his soul to unite him with Source ?

did this come about before or after human beings 

became so sick,

that our people asked for visions

and so were given rites, ceremonies, teachings, etc

 to help us live in harmony with earth, sky and each other again?

we were born Hozho'ji

wholey beautiful

why would anyone want to 

live someone else's story?

~ as in putting on fake cheap copies of

chief's regalia, 

or need to go to another tribe to help revitalize their own culture, 

when remember can't remember 

because of the holocaust of colonization?

or remember who they are?

or a man wanting what her birth right's are?

or people revering being single?

~ wot happened?

a war began  

thousands of years ago

about

control and dominance 

over creationing

yet the fact still remains

she is life giver, 

daughter of Mother Earth and Sky

and the colonial patriarch 

is still trying to create the 

perfect "race" …don't ya know

GMO's are just experiments to crack the 

"DNA" mitochondrial wilding nature codes

the ones that metamorph …

yeah it's about our blood, waters and eggs of life

medicines, and woman's life ways

~ her creationing energy

it's about looking into an atom and trying to find out 

how the micro and macro of creationing  works

and in splitting the atom…

to try to find out how her egg metamorphic-ally grows etc…

 colonial patriarch created a bomb instead ~

Elder said we never touch the medicines

on another person's altar

besides what kind of mind trap is that

when it's easier to just look inside yourself

learn from nature

and learn how to dance

with Her

so in her wounding

she can bargain 

with forgetting her nature

how she is made ~

make-up 

play-up

by what she thinks

will get 

the colonial patriarch

to pay up

give her a step up

she taking on roles and ideas

that are mankind's

unwillingly imposed  

or she willingly adopting

fractured 

qualified

quantified

identities

indoctrinations

education

fantasies

religions 

papal bulls

beliefs

about

who she is
property
of a profit or loss statement
of an economic ideology
especially when the economic model
means that it is cheaper to kill her
than keep her alive

and even that its her responsibility to clean up his 

colonial patriarchal baggage of 

violence and destruction ~ 

there is a spirit dis-connect somewhere here with this ~

look around you ~ 

most places where there is healing going on

women out number men

mankind needs to start showing up

to heal how maintaining 

colonial patriarchal behavior, and ideologies 

hurts themselves ~

so with all the violence 

that continues on….

and mankind digs and digs 

bigger and bigger holes in earth

trying to own Her ~ energy

and makes up ways to buy

and enslave, control and dominate

Her ~ energy

mankind is digging graves

hanging on to the missionary 

pinche position

of the one trick pony

and the papal priests

 tried to hide her knowledge and sciences

Her ~ creationing ways

tried and hide her from her

and this goes on

as long as believe wants to believe

that someone outside of herself can tell her

how who what where when why

woman is ~ 

she is not mono-tone

so there is his relationship

with her and Mother Earth

and her with her ~

and her relationship with Sun

and her and him with earth, sun, moon and cosmos~

water-earth-fire-air-spirit

and the tapestry of all these relationships

in any given moment in how she is whole

and beautifully made ~

and so the cosmovision of the

dance of creationing

goes on and on…. the wilding nature

of a harmonious energy in motion

so while there are many beautiful men

and 2-spirit people ~ there are far too few

healthy one's to go around …

think about this:

women were and are still

the first healers

and have had to continually heal

because of the thousands 

of years of violence

so our teachings have told us

that it is now time for women to "lead"

yet few women trust each other

or are able to

choose well men 

let alone "chiefs" ~

or able to raise daughters and sons

with the rites of passages

that they themselves never received ~

"can't get to 6 yrs old without living 5"

said Faith Spotted Eagle ~

our children are the future generations

who will live 

through Mother Earth's birth 

of the 5th world

Please listen to Faith Spotted Eagle:

http://theshiftnetwork.com/page/healing-community

this is how the Lakota are healing

each community has their  

Tribal Culture and Cosmology

are we ready to put another movie on?

dream-visions become our reality

when we live them ~

non-gmo popcorn  anyone?

~*~

"Taku Wakan Skan Skan"

Tunkasila Basil

Thank you for listening ~

Alis-Itlatol

Danza de la Mariposa: DreamSeeding Visions

© ~ Abril Mondragon

Nana and Tata always said that "Nature will teach you everything",
this is why my parents raised
Wild Spiritually Sovran Women. 

A dreamvision came before i went to the global 

Waitaha Water of Life Gathering in Nov. 2014 …. 

Dreams and visions do not become reality unless we 

respect, and live them. 

This Dream Way of Being, is natural. 

The Dreaming Way is 

a Way of Being 

inner and interconnected 

with All Life. 

~*~

One evening i was up until the wee hours of the morning with the Eldest of the Waitaha Grandmothers and two of their Daughters. The next day i missed the bus that would take us to the next place for ceremony ~ as Great Mystery would have it, two Sistars took me in their car to go to meet the others. On the way

we passed a road sign that said "Spirit Bay"... and out of my mouth the words tumbled, without knowing why, without thought, without any preconceived agenda ..."Ohh, let's go there"!... and the SiStars Joyfully turned the car off the highway onto the dirt road. None of us needed to know Why we were going, only that we were following Spirit...and this is the Way of Life

 with the Dreaming.

We came to a beautiful pasture with Horses, and an inlet where the fresh water met the ocean. We walked down a well woven path where water birds played and medicines gave sanctuary....to the beautiful Bay of Ancestral Spirits.

The Sistars told me this "place", was the "portal" by which Ancestors come and go, between this world and Great Mystery. This is like some of our sacred places that we know our Peoples birth from, or ceremonies we do that inner and interconnect us with the seen and unseen worlds. These places that are Wombs.
In my dream i had seen 2 caves, one dome island, clouds, lightning, and a cosmic portal from which poured orbs. ~ This was the place of Spirit Bay.
We Sistars naturally went into ceremony, song and dance,
for the greater good of all life.

During the gathering i learned that the cosmic configuration at that specific time, indeed is when the cosmic portal opens and bathes earth and all life with the cosmic Waters of Life. There were many times during the gathering that we saw the orbs of watery light beings with us, all around us, bathing us.

The following is my best description or innerstanding at the moment, of part of what was received during my time of Ceremonial Dreaming at Spirit Bay.

~*~

Women's natural moon-menus cycles 

are part of the Sun, Moon, Cloud, Rain, Lightning cycle. 

The Sun and Moon have approximately the same rotational cycles with
earth ...28 days and nights and stimulate the fertility cycle of women.
All of humanity was birthed from the Womb, which holds the void, stillness of night, the emptiness within, the place of birth, death, rebirth. Within this darkness becomes light, fertility, and the cosmic "Yes" to Life.

The electro-magnetic energy warms

building the red bloodwater nest within her

and then releases "rain" in the form 

of her Bloodwaters of Life. 

In modern science, we see the heat of sun's heat warms the water of life, and comes up making clouds (like woman's red-blood water nest),
which has particles of earth, air, and fire,  …… 

the magnetic energy builds until there are lighting from the clouds above …

still the magnetic energy builds...

when enough magnetic energy intensifies, 

lightning comes from Earth UP to the clouds …

clouds rain ~ electromagnetically charged -plasma-healing- pure-
crystalline water of life. 

The lightning that is observed coming from the Earth 

is always the thickest brightest …like the trunk of a tree, with branches. 

Tree of Life force energy in Motion, pregnancy.
The Rainbow Bridge then appears, bringing Joy and Blessings
for all Life. [Rainbow bridge as in the prophecies]

This electromagnetic energy, is also the energy ~ of Plasma ~ the living consciousness that spirals out from the center of our Milk and Honey Galaxy, that we call the Hunab-ku ~ the Butterfly ~ Ixpapalotle ~ the portal of the Enchanted Flower, Lotus, Quetzalcoatl Consciousness of form and non form of Creationing. This "plasma" - blood,  carries our DNA and the metamorphic encodings.
This Galaxy that Birthed our Mother Earth.
We are made of earth and sky ~ what we see, experience outside of ourselves,
is inside of ourselves.

The innerconnection here is that women's Moon time is inner and interconnected to, our moonwater-blood, rain, lightning ... and the plasma which is the life force of creationing energy of All Life.
If all Women on Earth, returned to honoring and respecting their Moon-time
the "old paradigm" would change. But to what?
Ancestrally women individually and collectively were honored and lived the dream-visions that are received during this sacred moontime, as guidance for family, clan, tribe, nation, world ~ .... as in Being Spiritual Navigators.

Lightning is the electromagnetic "life force" or the watery plasma blood- energy that we All are made of. ~ This plasma carries our genetic encoding and memory.
Deep deep deep down in the Oceans of Mother Earth, there is her water blood, that is the purest medicine and healer ~ ask the Whale and Dolphin People ~ they are the oldest memory People ~ and on land are the Elephants ~
They are tribal, have never created wars ~ if these People do not live ~ we will not live... human Beings are also Water babies.
There are also the Sky Water Peoples ~ as in Thunderbirds.
In New Zealand they too, know the Thunderbird.

This is why our Elders of Indigenous Nations also say, if we do not live ~
no one lives.

Some call this life force energy "love"...yet this energy is conscious,
living awareness...all life is made of this !

We are both electro and magnetic Beings ~ energy, Life Source, 

because we are made of both earth and sky.

there is heart-mind energy

and womb-heart energy

and eagle quetzal condor or

mind-heart-womb/hara energy 

 ~all are dancing with inner and interconnectedness.
These energies and consciousness meet together
in the heart of our Spirit Beings.

The 2 serpents that were seen, are Water and Fire dragons. 

These are related to the north and south pole - serpents or Kachinas.

Both Water and Fire are complimentary, they both have all the elements in them. Too much of either will extinguish the other. They need each other for Life.

Water-Blood having the living earth memory of All that IS

Fire- having the living sky memory of All that IS.

The "taurus" that modern scientists speak of is not a taurus, it is a Butterfly ~ which is the "portal" of the "enchanted flower", or Lotus ~ knowing your Self as Life Source, inner and interconnected with all that IS ~ this is a dance of the complimentary energies that we are made of.

We are the Life Source (Chi) Motion of Living Conscious Ma-matter.

These 2 serpents are seen throughout the world

and are known as the "Twins"

who play the "Ball Game".

The Ball is Life Source energy (Chi) , the goal of the game is 

to get the Ball across the Rainbow Bridge to

 the "Hoop - Womb"  

and Know ~ Eternal Life.
Know where "home" is.

Isn't this the funniest thing ever, to listen to my Wilding Nature Muses?

Everything is dance of harmony, balance.... like yin -yang.

~ * ~

Woman's moon blood has been known as one of the most powerful healers-medicines, fertilizers of the garden and plants and trees of life, because it is super charged electromagnetic Water of Life. 

In our oral tradition we know of people's lives being saved 

by being given menses - moonblood. 

The Earth Mother, Grandmother Moon, are the Alpha females that regulate

time-space, Women naturally Cycle with them. Father Sun warms and activates
attraction, desire, and actionates the building of the nest,
and hormones of fertility.

All of our tribes Cycled with Cosmic Time, because women know when they are fertile, and they are Life Givers to the future generations.

During the time of futures past, the outward expression of building villages, temples, altars came about to give nests, the chrysalis, around the women who are the Life Givers of the children of the tribes. 

The Moon Lodges, are because women when Mooning, 

pregnant, giving Birth, and 

crones (one who now cycles within) 

together, 

are physically made as direct womb portals to knowledge, Life Source consciousness of the dreaming Dream of Creationing which is the conscious awareness of the "plasma". This is why their dreams and visions are considered Sacred, and guidance for humanity or the tribe. We have the personal dream, family dream, clan, tribe, nation, planetary, galactic, cosmological dreaming ...all interconnected ...which is what people call the lay lines or grids of creationing energetic consciousness. 

When she chooses, she as an open vessel magnetizes 

the electro - lightning ~ energy of Spirit into her womb

to fertilize her Egg of Creation

and she stays warmer during her whole pregnancy.

In oral tradition, women know when the spark of Spirit-song enters their wombs, and some even speak of not needing a sperm to "activate" the egg for creating the huBeing body, because of their innerstanding of Life Source ~ Lightning ~ Starlight, energy which can activate her egg.

Thus the art of "Tantric Love" personally and between partners
is innerstood as a Spiritual Path ~

We are made Whole and Beautiful

of Spirit-reality Energy, 

the Life Source of all that IS ~ Beauty

We are the Conscious Life Source (Chi) Motion 

of Living Conscious Ma-matter
Conscious Energy in Motion, in a Human form
Being human Being

We are made of earth and sky.

So we as huBeings are in a quandary about "What to Do" 

so as not to become extinct ~ the fear of the unknown most people

have when they realize the eco-terra-omnicidal behavior of humans, 

brings about questions of death, or their concepts of "death", some even call this the "dark goddess-gods" of un real religions. 

All of the destruction toward women has been about the desire to control and dominate Creationing, the ability to procreate and creating casts systems of quantification and qualification of woman's eggs, all life and Being Human, because mankind forgot there is no "death". 

this is just my journey of innerstanding 

at the moment.....

If we are to "evolve as a Mother Earth species" 

 remember how we are Naturally made, 

remembering the ancestral memory exists within our Spirit Consciousness
in every way we are made ...
Wombs:  ( Inner stillness)
and Eggs: Dreamseeds of Creationing or potentiality
and why our ancestors could know, see, have responsibility for
thinking in terms of the next 7 generations ~ 

Eggs are Seeds ~ 

and contain the microcosm of the macrocosm

of Creationing. 

Everything can be learned from Nature.

The Pollen (Golden) People are 

the Hummingbirds, Bees, and Butterflies ~

by day ~ 

What fabric of creation will you become 

in the wilding nature of Being you?

http://youtu.be/z93kRj0J3rk

Thank you for listening to my Muses ~
transcribed by Alis Itlatol ~
© A.M. December 2014

Messages from Owl Woman: Fear of the Unknown

Red Owl Woman by Raven Redfox wildwomanrising.com

A Message from Owl Woman 
from the archives of first healers, midwives and nurses.

Owl Woman in the dark of night

that can See with this sacred 

 Spirit knowing Sight

This Sight is not the only gift she gives
yet for today, we shall only speak of this
which she prays you can listen
with open mind and ears.
For in the realms of beauty
there are no
uns and subs
no dark and light
that is better and lesser,
no duality that is seen
in night nor day
for both too much light
and too much dark
blinds mankind.

With this Sight
she gleens, heals and reveals

that which harms, frightens and was hidden
in the realms of illusion.

White-Owl1 by galleyhip

His-story's created illusion 

put all that is "un sacred"

in a great sleep of forgetting

of indoctrinated ignorance
and labeled it the "dark"
and associated the "dark" with

the Sacred Womb of Creationing
and all that is feminine.

So in your flight through

the dark of night

may the Obsidian Blade of Truth

made and woven by dark Ma-matter

honed by Natural Lore

imbued with Great Mystery's majikal

eternal companion's

known by the names of

Love, Truth and Compassion 

With them see 

that we are made whole, beautiful

strong and resilient

in the quest to free and heal our children

from the pain and destruction

of limited his-torical 

ideological perspectives

that use  language

man-made laws called 

doctrines, papals and bulls

as weapons against the

Sacred Nature of Creationing

Who, what, when, how and why is this 

"dark and darkness" you speak of ?

What is it we fear by allowing the unholy to be 

called the "dark and darkness" and keep it
hidden in the un-nameable?

In Spirit's time, we have no say nor control 

of how Great Mystery works with others

willingness and unwillingness to step out

of the matrixes of what believe wants to believe

into the Unknown …

 This unknowable, being the greatest fear 

mankind called the "darkness"
and relegated the mind of mankind in
a never ending dualistic thinkquest
disconnected from the heart
and access to only half
of brain and sacred Senses.

This Love for earth and sky, 

Great Mystery, all children, and the wilding nature

 is far greater than the abuse seen, felt and

intuitively known 

despite thousands of years 

and maybe even eons of time

of the "dark" being

 subjugated, objectified, defined,

quantified and qualified 

by violence

toward the Feminine Nature 

of All that Is

and the fully unknowable 

aspect of Great Mystery

Freely Wilding 

making you and me

naturally

from Creationing

Yet with mankind's pursuit of becoming

or remembering or desiring 

the power of eternal life
that is dreamed in the dreaming
of Creationing's Dreaming

forgot to do no harm, nor try to 

silence Creationings Nature
and so

created religious god-goddess doms 

all matrixes and story's of war's
separations
and irrational perceptions

 ~ the Kogi and aboriginal Dreaming Peoples
ask this western mind to wake up
from this pattern of dis-respect 

African Goddess by photographer stanleybenders.com

mankind can either continue toward total annihilation

or make the intent to dream differently

wholey allowing the Joy and Love

of creative cosmic beauty 

to unfurl from the dark mysterious 

Womb of Creationing

for this is the unknown Nature 

women are made of

So delete this post if you dare

for this will show the "Unity" you profess

to be false ~ 

where any woman's voice

is silenced because of what is not 

"chosen" to be "worthy" of your ears.

get over your guilt and shame mankind

we do not hold you with blame nor shame

we are fully aware of the wounds 

you have sustained 

by desire to protect her, 

or greed to covet and control her 

for your gain

and where you failed

now Nature will have her say

either listen and change your behavior

lest you bring more lies and destruction 

to our children

we are beyond the 13th hour

this truth must be told

and try as we might to cushion

what will come ~ 

with deeds of care,

and words of well intended inspiration ….

Now is the time to push off from the shore 

and enter the riverflow 

of Spirit

~ * ~

Mankind did you not get the memo?

 that it is time to support the

the works and voice of women,

for the decisions that are vital at this time

for the One Great Peace 

to be realized.

~* ~

"The War is Over, 

learn how to Love 

and Give offerings 

to the Mother Earth and 

women of All Children

And let all the wars and destruction

 be returned to 

stardust to be remade

as has been done four times

in the worlds gone bye, 

by the 

Dreaming Ways of Creationing. "

Owl Woman's Message transcribed 

by Alis ~ Itlatol

Dec 2014

Eagle Quetzal Condor 2015 ~ Feminine Leadership Notes

Being the Prayer in Motion for the One Great Peace

When we Live 

Our Ancestral Natural Lore, 

Prophecies, Dreams and Visions, 

Knowledge and Ceremonial Sciences ...

this becomes Our reality.

As a caregiver of the Waters of Life in my northern homelands, 

and my recent acceptance of request from the

High Priestess Grandmothers of the Waitaha Nation 

to Share, Protect and educate others for the health and well Being

of our Sacred Starseed Waters of Life....

and in answer to the call of our Peoples, Caregivers and Protectors 

my local sharing at the ceremonial gathering and conference 

took place with the Eagle Quetzal Condor Confederations Unite, 

One People Nation, the Earth Wisdom Foundation, and Oneness Center

in Santa Fe New Mexico, December 7th, 2014

Full Moon of December: Whol-ee Trinity Moon

This Moon is when our Evening Star Sister

returns to dance with Grandmother Moon, and Mother Earth 

in divine ancestral illumination with night's love with stars.

The following is in part my notes regarding the outcome

of this ceremonial gathering and conference.

1. Grandmothers called for women to step forth as caregivers, educators and protectors of harmonious relationship with Mother Earth, 

the Elements of Creation, All Life and All humanity….

and come together in the spirit of collaboration, for networking and 

strengthening Feminine Leadership, worldwide.

They also called for All People to protect and support our Elder Nations

who are at the front lines protecting water, earth, air and right relationship with fire.

2. Grandfathers called on all Men to step forward to provide for and protect

the work of women, families, feminine leadership, and the inclusion of 

feminine cultural cosmovision.
Also for men to step up and work with Elder Nations front line actions
for the protection of lands, water, and rights.

3. All People are invited to attend any and all of the many global 

indigenous educational gatherings, for the protection and health
of Mother Earth, and Support these forums and their media. 

These gatherings bring together Peoples from all 

Cultures and Nations to share knowledge and solutions 

for the One Great Peace to be realized.

Outline of information shared:

* Eagle Quetzal Condor gathering 2015

* Sharing information about local, regional and global Ceremonies, Protection and care of Sacred Sites, and 

Experiential Educational Knowledge and Science Conferences for 

2015, 2016 and beyond

* Waitaha Starseed Water Caregiver ceremony and teachings

in relation to Mother Earth and the Birth of the 5th World,

the Wilding Nature and Cultural CosmoVision of the Feminine 

in relation to Feminine Leadership and the caregiving of the
Water of Life and Mother Earth.

* Sacred Site Medicine Wheel teachings for the healing of 

earth environmental imbalance, communication and 

Trade lines personally, locally, regionally and globally

for harmonizing with earth's metamorphosis ...

* The need for Feminine Leadership to call forth

Clans, groups and communities to return to Tribal Culture

and Social structure in the wake of a dissolving corrupt empire.

* On-going healing and education for the dissolving of harmful ideological 

constructs no longer relevant to Life Ways of Peace, such as 'wetico' and

the Doctrines and Bulls

In Joy, 

Grandmother Abril Mondragon

Standing Ones ~ A Tale of Trees and Children

Standing Ones ~

a Tale of Trees and Children

In the great forgetting

a realm in the clouds

was believed to exist

that would replace

root and branch

and separate 

seed from chaff

where one would find

sweet holy bliss

all memory of deeds

done and undone

would be wiped clean

from living memory

and the great cutting

of Standing Ones began

to build a way to this 

holy cloud land

with each tree that fell

so too were the songs

of Earth's breath and lungs

so the old Standing Ones

sent messages written 

in the tone and tongue

of moonlight mists 

that disappear with the rising sun

few remembered how messages 

like this were made 

let alone the knowledge 

hidden within

the scent of flowers 

from unfurling seeds 

of mysterious gardens

that no one could see

waking from the sands of time 

when all that was done and un done

gathering children 

heard a mysterious sound

that flowed to the rhythm

of their heart stretched drums

and the mysterious gardens

all around them bloomed

these children 

are now known

as the People of the 

Standing Ones 

Alis-Itlatol

Amos Lee ~ Arms of a Woman

http://youtu.be/Th4SwSpaRWU

Redwood Children by themamabus

redwood loggers, image from pinterest

Misty Mountians by mist wallpaper

Tree of Life found on elvin198198pixnet

Allegiance and Pledges

November 8th, 2009 is the date of my daddy's passing over.

Love you daddy, your great sense of humor, your strength and courage, your activism, your love for Mother Earth, and know you're laughing at this video:

http://youtu.be/Ee_uujKuJMI

Received a letter today from a person who has decided to live here and call these lands her "home". Ohhh it was the kind of letter from someone who believes in Amerika.   Go listen to John Trudell, and learn the difference between "believe and think and know".

So the gift gleened from her racially, religiously, politically, wetico letter is that am writing about my dad. Cool.

First let me give you the definitions of 2 words in the language of the sender of the letter:

Allegiance: 

which means to subjugate your self

"loyalty or commitment of a subordinate to a superior or of an individual to a group or cause."

"those wishing to receive citizenship must swear allegiance to the republic" 

Pledge:

1. a solemn promise or undertaking                                                                    "the conference ended with a joint pledge to limit pollution"            

2. LAW a thing that is given as security for the fulfillment of a contract or the payment of a debt and is liable to forfeiture in the event of failure to pay 

So, this woman's letter says that she wants to know if a particular RACE of people are willing to show and prove their "allegiance" to amerika, so that she can "feel safe"... and it goes on to "rah rah rah piss on the boom bah" as me daddy would say, about "amerika protecting us from terrorists". Am a human Being what race are you?

I asked my daddy about allegiances and pledges when i got into 3rd grade, which is when we were told we had to start learning how to say the Pledge. All my teachers were women before the 6th grade and they never made us children say that pledge.  Then there was Mr. Ernie Erdell that treated us like his little subservient soldiers, marching us in an out of class.  

am remembering getting punished in school

teacher dragged me by the ear

to the principals office

in the 6th grade,

for not saying the pledge

to the amerkan flag

teacher recommended "detention"

which usually included writing some stupid sentence 

on the black board 

however many 100's of times

that the teacher decided it would take to 

try and brainwash you 

my daddy taught me

never "pledge" your "allegiance"

to a flag

especially if you don't know 

exactly what it represents

daddy said: 

when you are older, 

please remember this my daughter

your first loyalty is to who you are

and caring for how you are made beautiful.

your second loyalty is with your family and people.

your third is to your cultural spiritual sovranty

with that which created you, and 

Mother Earth and Father Sun.

i would rather you kiss our Earth Mother

and sing to our Sun

then pledge to a flag that 

represents so much genocidal harm

When my momma and daddy came to the principal's office, where i was being detained from being part of those ever so educational "lessons"...

The principal asked my parents if they knew that i was not saying the "pledge".

My daddy replied with one of his cheshire eating grins, "yes of course, i taught her about allegiance and pledges".

I said, "Daddy, Mr Erdell drug me down here by the ear, and hurt me."

My Mom frowned at the principal with one of those "am going to have you for supper" kind of frowns,  and put her arm around me.

My Daddy looked at the principal with a cool breeze and said, "Do you have a problem with my daughter not saying the pledge? Because i think you have a problem when you allowed Mr. Erdell to hurt my daughter." 

Dear letter writer, am hoping you get the drift of this heart-think, cuz will not say this again. You have a problem when you continue to allow yourself to believe in the terricidal, genocidal, omnicidal Manifest Destiny of amerika, 

of which it's laws intentions are to and continue to be, 

to subjugate people into believing in it's Doctrines, Papals and Bulls.

 thank you for listening ~

Alis Itlatol

the Re-wilding of human Nature

New Zealand Waterfall, photo by Abril Mondragon

Nearly ALL of Turtle Island, was forested before colonization, 

and abundant with food .... Today, there is "drought and flooding" ... The Hubeing is inner and interconnected, and Is Nature. We are Earth and Sky. Forests magnetize and energize Our WATER Cycle with the Breath of Life and are the Lungs of Mother Earth. Forests are abundant nourishing gardens that provide us with food and nourishment.

Is there any wonder why we are all the Tree of Life?

There are "prophecies" around the world..."prophecy" meaning that our ancestors had the ability to see over their own and humanity's horizon, to share thier knowing about the law of cause and effect, and offer solutions, warnings and guidance about where we would be today.

Is it enough to Be spirit awakening, without Being, Spirit in Motion?

The english language is a static object based language, most indigenous languages are motion based... why? Because all of Creationing is in motion, Dancing Life. We all seem to agree that thought, words, dreams, visions, language are the root of all cultures and the sound and resonances of our spiritsongs,  to shift reality, heal , and metamorph. Our languages come from our Relationship within the still, dark, moist, fertile, Womb of Creationing, that births all Nature. Most meditators have accessed this wordless place, yet being wordless does not mean that there are not frequencies alive there. All life is alive and has resonance frequencies or lifesong.

Relationship is when we Live, the dreams, visions, song, words, etc... that these frequencies become our reality. 

Some 20+ yrs ago i was talking to a Toltec family friend about the date 2012, we agreed that to be born and raised within indigenous villages that still have the living memory, language, teachings of our prophecies and live With Mother Earth's Nature...have been preparing for this time for generations... and are vital for our transition during this time. They are vital because, many have living memories, sciences, and knowledge of 100, 000 yrs or more and live by natural law with Nature. It is for this reason that many have made themselves available to share with All of our youth, who are inheriting the current condition of terracide that "civilization" has created.

However, we also can see that it is our indigenous Peoples that are on the Front lines, protecting the last of our natural eco-systems and water of life. Today there is a great Rewilding movement, to plant gardens, reforest, and protect the last of our beloved relatives,  microscopic and large. With rewilding, comes the rewilding of humanity, and a deeper appreciation for the arts, creativity, simpler lifestyles, and a deepening of our relationships with inner love and peace. Yet to become truly Wild, indigenous Peoples worldwide also know, that it is our resilience to resist the indoctrination of colonialism and all that colonialism stands for and has imposed... that like a plant that can break through concrete, or a birds ability to migrate, this resilience deep roots within our dna is also part of our worldview and ability to see and know what the mind's eye can not.

When the hard rains fall, and Mother's skin moves, this being a natural healing and metamorphosing of herself, Her Birth,  and is part of Our New Creation Story. People are actively transforming the inner along with the outer state of Being meaning their lifestyles and ideas about ownership and generosity, and are coming together in New tribes, or integrating within existing ones they are related to.

The New Tribes exist in both urban and rural areas. In urban areas the Peoples are planting permaculture food forests, solarizing, etc.   In rural areas outside of indigenous villages, well, there are lots of ol' back woods tribal Peoples. Now back to the beginning of this comment about forests and water.

May we continue to help, care and love each other. Support the visionary Bedoings of the messengers among us. As many of our Elders are crossing over, it is important that we protect, tangibly nourish, and help the Magi's who still are walking among us, most unseen ...yet they are here, Bedoing the healings for water, earth, air, and harmonious relationship with fire/energy, and have much to share with youngers who will take their place when they cross over. Adopt an elder,  family or make relatives with others if you can because we need as many healthy people as possible.

Water is Life, we are Water babies, our relationship with our Mother Earth is also the relationship we have with our transcendance and the evolving of our Beings.

Love, Abril